Kenna thought that there were no longer any obstacles between herself and Nathen, and they could be together openly and honestly.
But little did he know that Melanie had already died, and he was still carrying such a heavy emotional burden.
She has always looked down upon that disabled person. Now, he wants to cut off ties with her for the sake of mourning, which makes her even more furious. She even spoke without thinking for a moment.
“People die like a extinguished lamp, no matter how much you miss her, she can never come back! People always have to look forward, so why don’t forget about her and stay by my side? The time we spent together was so happy, don’t you remember?”
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Chapter 20
1 seen Kenna so hysterical and verbally abusive
This was the first time Nathen had se
In his Impression, from the moment they first met, she was always lively and polite, exuding the youthful vigor that only recent graduates possess. From her lively gestures, from the tone of her speech, from the bright gaze she cast, he could always catch a glimpse of some past beauty.
No one did not feel sorry for Melanie’s ruined future, everyone had their eyes on her, expecting her to take on everything
What Nathen carried on his shoulders was not only his and Melanie’s future, but also countless moral condemnations and scrutiny.
So since that car accident, he never slept through the night again. Either he was having endless nightmares or he couldn’t fall asleep until dawn.
He never thought about leaving Melanie, nor did he ever think about shirking his responsibilities.
Before the car accident, it was like this, and after the car accident, it was even more so.
The ever–changing world took its toll on Melanie, as she was crushed by a series of bad news. Nathen, too, couldn’t bear the tragic reality of things changing, and could only watch as he sank into a quagmire, gradually succumbing,
In a stagnant marriage, in the repetitive daily life, Nathen longed for the bright and sunny youthful years, longed for Melanie before the age of eighteen, and everything that had already passed away.
What he liked was not Kenna herself, but the fresh breath she brought, which was completely different from the lifelessness of the surroundings. The brief moments of respite spent with her became Nathen’s only way to release stress.
He had not underestimated what a sensational scene it would be after the incident, and he had not failed to consider Melanie’s reaction once she found
But after feeling anxious and guilty, he couldn’t help but want to steal a moment of joy again.
Every time he went to see Kenna, he would remind himself deep down that it was the last time After countless times, he became numb too, just like being addicted, unable to control himself anymore. The situation had reached a point where it was impossible to undo what had already happened.
