when I took it into my hands CH 2

when I took it into my hands CH 2

Chapter

Selene’s POV 

After signing the Severance Scroll, I sat quietly in the empty meeting room, the golden afternoon sun lonely shadows across the floor

slanting through the high windows, painting long

The Pack 

Attorney’s words still echoed in my ears

The Severance will be finalized within one moon cycle. Once the Elders approve, your Mate Bond with Alpha Julian Blake will be fully dissolved.” 

Thirty days

Thirty days until the final thread connecting us snapped completely

I should have felt relief

But instead, a hollo 

ache gnawed 

at 

my chest, spreading outward like a slow poison

It hurts,my wolf whimpered faintly, her voice like a fading echo inside me

I know, I answered silently, clutching my palm into a fist until my nails bit into my 

skin

Mate Bond wasn’t just a legal process; it was a wound carved into the soul. Piece by piece, I was unraveling

My wolf was right. The severing of th 

That night, Julian didn’t return to our quarters. He stayed in the study, as he had so many times before, hiding behind work and meaningless responsibilities while I withered in the silence of our onceshared life

The next morning, when I emerged from the cold, empty bedroom, Julian was already dressed in a pristine black suit, his silver cufflinks gleaming under the dim hallway lights

Seeing me, he offered the same familiar smile he always did effortless, charming, oblivious

I have urgent matters today,he said, adjusting his tie. I won’t be able to accompany you to the pup’s prenatal check. Go ahead yourself, alright? I’ll bring back your favorite strawberry cake tonight.” 

Pup’s check

A pang twisted through my chest so violently that for a moment I couldn’t breathe

There was no pup

There was no future

There was only a hollow woman standing before a man who didn’t even realize what he had already lost

Facing his expectant gaze, I forced my lips into a mechanical smile and nodded

He chuckled warmly, pointing playfully at his cheek

Leaving kiss?” 

A ritual from a time when I still believed love was enough

Now, it felt like a mockery

I shook my head lightly. You’re running late,I said flatly. You should go.” 

Julian looked momentarily puzzled, then chuckled again, ruffling my hair as if I were a child he wa 

humoring rather than a mate he cherished

Without another word, he left, his scent lingering in the air a scent that once wrapped me in security but now suffocated me

As the door closed behind him, the weight in my chest became unbearable

I sank to the floor, pressing a trembling hand against my heart

Don’t cry,my wolf murmured weakly. He’s not worth our tears.” 

I’m not crying for him, I thought bitterly. I’m crying for the fool I used to be

When I finally found the strength to rise, I changed into a plain, loose sweater and jeans

Today wasn’t for the clinic

Chapter

3.03

It was for survival

I headed toward the Syndicate Research Center, my steps mechanical, my mind numb

The late autumn air was sharp, the streets nearly deserted, the golden leaves swept into forlorn piles along the cobblestone paths

At the Research Center, the auditorium was already packed. Young wolves buzzed with excitement, their chatter filling the cold air with warmth I couldn’t feel

Ethan Caldwell’s speaking today!” 

He’s the youngest ever to win the Wolfbane Award!” 

He’s amazing! They say even the Elder Council consults him!” 

I slipped quietly into the back of the hall, pressing myself into the shadows. I wasn’t here for the lecture. I was here for a new beginning

On stage, Ethan stood under the soft lights, tall and poised. His aura was different from Julian’s less polished, but more real. There was a quiet steadiness to him, a sense of grounded strength

I watched for a few moments, feeling nothing but a distant sense of loss

Once, I too had been like those eagereyed students ambitious, passionate, believing the future was mine to shape

But that future had been stolen. By tradition. By duty. By misplaced love

Deciding I couldn’t bear to stay any longer, I turned to leave

Selene!” 

The familiar voice cut through the haze. I turned and found Ethan striding toward me, his smile genuine, his eyes bright with recognition. Senior Brother,I greeted, a genuine, small smile finding its way to my lips for the first time in what felt like years. “Long time no see.We exchanged a few polite words, but I couldn’t hide the tension radiating from me. Ethan noticed

You looktired,he said, his brow furrowing with concern

I’m in the middle of some big changes,I said lightly, brushing it off

Then, gathering every shred of courage left inside me, I asked, Is there any chanceany chance I could join your outland research station?” 

For a heartbeat, the noise of the auditorium faded, and all that remained was the pounding of my heart

Ethan’s eyes widened not in shock, but in understanding

Of course,he said without hesitation. Selene, we’d be honored to have you.” 

Something inside me trembled. Relief. Fear. A tentative hope

You were meant for more than this place,he added, his voice low and sincere. Everyone knew it. Even back then.” 

Butthe outlands are far,he hesitated, searching my face. Are you sure? It’s beyond Pack territories. Beyond anyone’s protection.” 

I smiled this time, a real, bittersweet smile

I’m no longer bound to anyone.” 

His gaze softened. He didn’t ask questions. He simply nodded

When can you leave?” 

One month.” 

I’ll be waiting for you,he said simply

And for the first time in a long, long while, I felt like I could breathe again

I wasn’t free yet

But I could finally see the horizon

And this time, I would run toward it with or without 

my scars

 

when I took it into my hands

when I took it into my hands

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