when I took it into my hands CH 17

when I took it into my hands CH 17

Chapter 17 

Julian’s POV 

When I returned to the Silverfang Territory, the first people waiting for me were not Pack Elders or business allies

They were Selene’s parentsElder Hartwell and Luna Hartwell of the Whitestone Pack

They stood in the receiving hall of my estate, their faces grim and unwelcoming, arms crossed like sentinels carved from stone

As I approached, my steps faltered

I signaled my Beta to bring tea, trying to hold onto some shred of formality

But the moment the cups touched the table, Elder Hartwell cut through the air like a blade

We heard you severed your Mate Bond with Selene,he said, his voice low and sharp. Explain.” 

The question hit harder than any blow

I motioned for them to sit

They didn’t move

I sank onto the edge of a chair, feeling smaller than I had since I was a boy facing the Pack Tribunal

How could I even begin

They had trusted me with their daughter

When they agreed to our bonding, it hadn’t been for power or wealth

It had been for her safety

They had seen a male nearing thirty, clean of scandal, driven but loyal, and they believednaivelythat I would guard her heart as fiercely as I guarded my Pack

And for a time, maybe I had

Until I destroyed everything

I opened my mouth to speak, but my voice cracked

I swallowed, tried again

I’m sorry,I said, my throat raw

I failed her.” 

I lowered my gaze to the floor, unable to meet their eyes

Every heartbeat in the silence between us felt like a hammer striking bone

I forced myself to speak the truth

All of it

The way Claire had returned

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the way old regrets had twisted my judgment

the way I had chased memories instead of protecting the 

I told them about the seventyeight missed calls

About Selene bleeding alone on the side of a dirt road

present. 

About the severance scroll signed in my own blood, blind and stupid

When I finished, the hall fell into a silence so thick it was hard to breathe

Then Elder Hartwell moved

The slap landed before I even saw it coming

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A loud, brutal crack

My head snapped sideways from the force of it

The taste of iron filled my mouth, but I didn’t lift a hand to defend myself

I stood still

I accepted it

I deserved worse

Inside me, my wolf whimpered and lay flat against the ground, submitting fully, ashamed

You were given our daughter’s trust,Elder Hartwell said, his voice trembling with rage

And you shattered it.” 

I know,I rasped

Luna Hartwell stepped forward, her voice like a winter wind cutting to the bone

If anything happens to her,she said, your pack will answer for it.” 

Panic seized me by the throat

Panic 

No,I said quickly. She’s alive. She’s safe.” 

I dragged in a breath, forcing myself to stand straighter

She’s in Yoria,I said. At the Syndicate Research Center.” 

I met their gaze finally, even though my vision blurred at the edges

She severed our bond cleanly

She’s moved on.” 

Luna Hartwell turned away, pressing her hand to her mouth, her shoulders trembling

Elder Hartwell’s expression hardened further

He stepped closer, his presence suffocating

Why didn’t she reach out to us?he demanded

I swallowed hard, shame flooding my veins

Because” 

The word caught

I forced it out

Because in order to survive, she had to leave everything behind.” 

Including me

Including them.” 

I saw the blow land in their eyes even if no hand was raised this time

Selene had cut all ties to the world that had failed her

And it was my fault

All my fault

I watched helplessly as the Hartwells turned and walked away, their footsteps heavy with grief

The heavy oak doors closed behind them with a hollow thud that echoed through the cavernous hall

And I stood there- 

alone

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The sting of Elder Hartwell’s slap burned against my skin

But the ache in 

my 

chest- 

the empty, torn void where my bond to Selene had once lived- 

that pain would never fade

Inside me, my wolf whimpered again

Fix it,it begged, its voice cracked and broken

Bring her back. Make it right.” 

I pressed a hand against the hollow ache in my chest, as if I could physically hold the pieces together

I can’t,I whispered back

We need her,the wolf pleaded, crawling brokenly across the shattered bond that no longer existed

I know,I whispered

The wolf let out a low, keening howl inside my minda sound so raw, so stripped of pride, that it left me shaking

I remembered the promises I had once made to her beneath the Blood Moon

Vows of protection

Of loyalty

Of never letting her feel alone

Vows I had shattered with my own hands

And now, no matter how many times I replayed it, no matter how many times my soul screamed for a second chance

the ending was always the same

Selene was gone

Alive. Thriving

But gone

And I- 

I was just a broken Alpha standing in an empty hall, drowning in the ruins of what I had destroyed

 

when I took it into my hands

when I took it into my hands

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