Crying, I shook my head. “I had a dream Loanne. A dream that he was beside me. He kissed me and I.. I felt his lips… and the warmth of him as he hugged
“Baby your just recalling those feelings because of what your going through right now. Calm down.” Loanne said. I shook my head repeatedly. “No.. no I can’t calm down Loanne… I can’t. I need to see him right now I said. I lopt on muttering that I had to see him. I had to make sure what was real or not, “Okay okay… tell me where you are and I will come get you.” She said.
I told her exactly where I would be, and she said that she will see me soon before ending the call. As I silently dropped the phone onto my lap. I felt another onslaught of tears falling down. Sobbing even harder, I wrapped my arms around myself.
“Essa” I sobbed as I stayed on the floor.
Lily
I stood outside her door and listened to her cry. I didn’t know why she was crying, but I knew that it had to be about this person named Issac. I didn’t know if I should open the door and walk through, or just stay here and wait until she calmed down. I didn’t know what but my wolf told me to do it. She was family. She needs someone right now.
Opening the door silently, my heart broke at what I saw in front of me. She was sitting on the floor, hugging herself while crying. I walked slowly over to her and sat down–right beside her. She didn’t seem to notice my presence and with that, I wrapped my arms around her shaking body and brought her
close to me..
“Hush..” I whispered as I felt her freeze up and then wrap her arms around me. I can already feel her tears leak onto my shirt but i didn’t care. She was in pain and I had to be here for her.
a couple of minutes, she calmed down. “Are you okay?” I asked her. She silently nodded her head and moved away from me
ant to tell me what’s wrong?” I looked at her and she looked like she was thinking about something. “It was just a dream…” She whispered
un about someone named Issac?” I asked her. Her eyes watered up a bit before she whiped them away.
“Was he someone important? Did he do something to your
She shook her boad.” He didn’t do anything
I looked at her and nodded my hu
rtant person and please can we not talk about it…” She pleaded with me. and put some food into you.” I said as I helped her towards the bathroom.
Frombe
u’ve used to much energy when I was crying last night, but then I was glad that Lily was there to
antly told me that
I had a lever so she was happy that the medicine that the pack doctor gave her helped my tever run down, not happy. If it meant that the fever made the sleep that long, then I wished the lover would completely take over so I can
ing through i
my mind Closing it, I know that he would say that to ie it he was still here. He would scold me and tell me millions of reason T’t say that. Usually it Loanne was scolding toe, I would tune her out but whenver Isso did that, I wouldn’t tune it out, I would just sit
Lanes when he makes a point. The way he would run his fingers through his hair whenever he was trustrated at me or something else. hangs, I miss dearly.
Currently I was sitting in the living room with the TV on. Out of the comer of my eye, I could see Nathan playing cars and it brought a faint smile on my lips, But it soon disappeared as I remembered that I told Lily and Jayden I will be leaving sometime tonight, or tomorrow The looks on their faces didn’t really help with my decision Especially Lily I was glad though that they agreed saying that my car was fixed but the only thing that they had to do was make sure that the roads are cleared, and I was pretty sure that it was cleared. Right now, they are still in the bedroom
