We already lost her 8 years ago and we sure aint getting her back to us. All we can do is show her that we changed into a better person and that we are willing to do anything for her to forgive us.
Promise
How long did I sit on the floor? Judging by how numb my butt is then I’m sure I’ve been sitting here for quite some time. I was really drained, both physically and mentally, I couldn’t even move my hands without having it drop down by my side. The pain came back while I was crying, and it’s still here but I can already tell and feel that it is going away.
I couldn’t hear a thing outside, and I was glad. If I heard their voices, it will only break me down. But I was surprised to see my parents here, and it only meant one thing. They told them that I was back. Ha! Back? No I was only here until the roads are clear, and if its not clear then I will try my god damn best to get away from here even if it means that I have to escape and run through the woods. I will do it.
Sighing, I dropped my head onto my lap and groaned out slightly. I needed a shower right now, and was I happy that there was an en–suite inside the room that I was staying Slowly standing up, I clutched onto the drawers as I walked toward the en–suite. My head was really founding and I knew it was because I cried so much
Slowly stripping off my clothes, I turned around and came face to face with my reflection. I gasped as I took in the sight of my body. I had bruising. Those bruises weere never there in the first place, and now here they were. I slightly touched them and sure enough it was hurting slightly. I didn’t run into anything to get them, and I knew it was from the cancer cells. Sighing, I moved towards my face and saw that my dark circles were worse.
I look just like how Issac looked like…
Turning around, I couldn’t take seeing myself like that so I decided to just hop into the shower and then get into bed and hopefully sleep until tomorrow
I wrapped the thick wool blanket over my shivering body and laid down. As I closed my eyes, something came into my mind. When I mate gets rejected, and they see their mates again. be mate bond would come back. But it was really strange that since I saw Kavler, wouldn’t I feel the mate bond? I didn’t feel a thing, and its making me think that because my body is slowly shutting down, does that mean that the mate bond will never come back? Now all I can think about is whether Xavier can feel the mate bond….
Opening my eyes as I heard a door being opened and then slammed shut, I moved my head to see what time it was, and it was just around 1 am. I slowly drifted back to sleep and when I was on the edge of sleeping, I heard iny bedroom door being slowly opened. I wanted to open my eyes and see who it was, but I was really tired. So instead, here I was laying in bed abour to sleep.
-T felt someone touch my hand. “I’m so sorry Promise… I will make it up to you I swear.” Jayden’s voice suddenly whispered to me. hen the heat was gone and soon the door was closed
I tried to open my eyes to make sense of things, but hope my mind was telling my body to just go to sleep and so I did.
I was in the pack house, doing what I was always forced to do. Which was make the food and clean up. While the children were eating, I was making some lunch for the Alpha and Beta Knowing that if they didn’t see food, they would come after me.
It brought a pang to my heart as I knew that my brother and my mate was abusing me. I didn’t know what to do but to allow them to scar me. I was a Juman for godsakes, I couldn’t fight back if I did. A human fighting against multiple werewoles. Tell me what the outcome will be in the end. Who will be the winner of the fight
It was obvients.
I sighed and put the food onto the counter, after I wrapped it securey and put their names on IL I scurried off into my room and stayed in there until damer, I was glad that I finished all the chores in the house. I didn’t want to face them especially iny parents
They abused me worse than the others. They would sometimes culine ups a game whenever they were bored… or my dad would sometimes rouch me Inappropriately. But I was glad that he would not get to far when he does thut
Spenetimes it doesn’t make sue to me. My parents they wre mates, and i would notice that sometimes mates are really possessive over each other and would not allow them to touch another finale or male. But whenever my father does that, my mom would just stare and cheer him on. Something was messed up thats for sure in their relationship and I don’t really want to know….. right?
I simply sat around in my dimly lit room and waited until it was dinner time. I couldn’t go to sleep even for a bit, UT I did the Alpha would beat me up and L didolt want to go through that spaln
