Chapter 8 My mouth curled into a nervous witch , and I felt a ringle run down my scalp , my mind going completely blank .
This awkward moment left me speechless .
Without thinking , I tried to make a break for it .
But just as I took a steps .
Alex grabbed my wrist .
His eyebrows lifted slightly , and there was a hint of a smirk on his lips , but his ejes were icy .
Where do you think youre going ? Alexs voice was deep and smooth , the kmd that could make anyone weak in the knees .
Those long curled laibes framed seductive eyes that complemented his striking features .
Trould see why he made so many girls woon .
To bad it didnt work on me Taking a deep breath , I forced myself to look up at him , my heart rating.
The warmth of his hard arrend mine made my throat feel dry .
Think Im in the wrong spot , I managed to say .
Arent you here for a blind date ! His gaze was gaze was soft , but my hear car fluttered like crazy like a prry trapped in a predators des was downright intimidating .
At that moment , I finally understood why Austin looked so pained He radiated an air of confidence and authority y that way after meetings at the office- Alex was no joke .
He was intimidating when he had that poker face on And when he smiled ? to didnt help .
There was a clever , fox like charm that only made him more imposing .
Are you scared of me ? he asked , his voice low .
I shot hack , but my racing heart gave me away .
Alex chuckled softly , loosening his grip on my hand and pulling out the chair across from him , gesturing for me to sit .
He didnt pressure me , yet it feh like a command .
You didnt know I was your blind date The moment settled into the chair , he leaned in close , his breath warm against my ear I blushed grabbing my glass and taking a gulp of water , nearly choking as I sputtered .
Above me , Alexs calm , casual voice broke through .
Thats my glass youre drinking from .
I like my drinks sour , by the way ? Was it too late to bail My heart was racing like I was in a horror movie , and Alex was definitely the scariest character around .
Ip you chill out a bit .
Alex leaned back in his chair , a Dont be so anxious .
Its not like Im about to eat you alive .
Lets chat about something thatll help playful smirk forming on his irresistibly thin lips .
A one sided breakup do you think it counts as a real breakup ? he asked .
I nearly exploded with frustration .
He was calling this a relaxing chat ! I wanted to get angry , but honestly , I didnt have the courage .
Offending Alex could lead to bad news .
He had a quirky temper and hardly anyone stuck around him .
I used to wonder how someone could be so unlikable that they ended up friendless .
Now , I got it being close to him felt like walking on thin ice .
No one wanted to get too close .
Why not ! Its not like were married .
Even if we are , I could still file a divorce , I replied .
Alex chuckled .
Just chill .
Im only curious Curious ! Why didnt he care about why Austin and I abruptly split after six yeard Why wasnt he digging into what was really going on between Austin and Rosemary ? Instead , he was fixated on this strange question Why is it that when two people get together , ser , it takes both of them to agree , but when they break up , it doesnt ? Alex mused , his gaze wandering .
* Love needs mutual agreement , while disliking , not so much but feelings can be complicated .
Sometimes you really like someone , then it turns out you Well , it all comes down to timing .
I replied .
Alex nodded as if my answer made sense .
So , do you still have feelings for Austin ? dont .
[ I cared about in the eyes of the Herren a No , I replied , not hesitating a bir Hut I could see the doubt in his eyes .
And honestly , who could blame him ! After all , Austin was everything I 1/2 Chapter 8 family No matter what he did , no matter how many mistakes he made , I always found a way to forgive him without question .
Id turned my back on my dream school for him , left my mom bark in Harbor City , and continuously painted his many infidelities .
To everyone else , it mustve looked like I was head over heels for him But what about him ? I wasnt okay with him disappearing for nights on end , yet hed only come back to sleep at home a couple of times a month He knew I was scared of the dark , but he still left me stranded during our fights .
I couldnt stand lies , and yet he cheated on me time and time again for Rosemary It was funny how he treasured me when he loved me , but then , when the love was not there anymore , he just walked away , like quitting a game bed lost interest in So , are you thinking about getting back together with him ? he asked .
I replied firmly , turning to show him Rosemarys latest Instagram post .
In it , Austin and his mom were posing for a family portrait at the Herrera villa , Just a little side note : [ Austin made me a table and helped me mend my broken heart .
] post , I said with a smile , feeling a little more at ease , as my worries about Alex didnt Maybe I dont have to do this .
You probably had seen this po seem so heavy anymore .
Alex shook his head , dismissing it with a casual wave .
I dont keep tabs on just anyone .
Youve asked a ton of questions , can I throw one your way ? I asked .
He met my gaze .
raised an eyebrow , and nodded .
Why did you show up knowing the blind date was with me ! He shrugged .
I need to find someone to marry , and fast .
I blinked , caught off guard for a moment .
He didnt seem to be joking at all .
ing to get married ? he asked , his tone casual .
Youre not looking to get I chuckled .
Or else I wouldnt be on a blind date .
But honestly , it should be what two people in love did .
Then we should just get married , he suggested I shot a surprised look at Alex .
Was he out of his mind ? After a little internal debate , I finally replied , Mr.
Herrera , you do remember Im Austins ex right ? I do , which is why I chose you .
I frowned , confusion hitting me hard .
What do you mean ? He held back a smile , looking at me with a serious expression .
If you marry me , the Herrera family will be at your mercy .
Its tempting , but no , thanks .
After all , Alex was the guy Austin feared , not me .
Plus , if I married Alex , wouldnt that make Austin call me Aunt Alex didnt even seem surprised by my refusal .
Instead , he smirked , You really think Austin is going to let you walk away that easily ? I hes of me Man Austin break
