Chapter 8
It was a diagnosis of depression, indicating that the condition had reached the middle stage and medication was no longer able to control it. Surgery was recommended.
There is also a conversation record between me and a psychologist.
“Doctor, I was really tired. Every day when I opened my eyes, I wanted to die.”
“When was the time when you could tell me when this feeling was the strongest?”
“Every time I argued with Lukas, I would painfully contemplate suicide, but I couldn’t die. I still owed a debt of gratitude to the Ward family, and I had to bear their child before I could die.”
“When was the most recent self–harming behavior?”
“It was Lukas who took Renee back to the villa.”
Seeing this, Lukas’s lips trembled, and his brows were shrouded in intensé pain.
That day, he took Renee back to the villa.
Coming out of the study, I saw Renee falling to the ground.
He believed Renee’s words and thought that I wanted to kill her. He pushed me down and let my
wrist be cut by a dagger.
He made me apologize to Renee.
I picked up the dagger from the ground and fiercely slashed my own wrist.
“Are you satisfied with such an apology?”
Lukas placed those few pieces of paper close to his heart, tears welled up in his eyes.
Originally, at that time, I had already lost the will to live.
But he still hurt me.
He said, “Kenley, do you know the new trick? Catching the cheater doesn’t work, now you’re playing self–harm to get my attention, right?”
Lukas’s tears flowed even more vigorously.
He remembered making me kneel and apologize to Renee in front of everyone at the hospital. I didn’t cry or make a scene, saying that I was the homewrecker.
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“How could I treat her like this? I am not a human, I am a jerk!”
He knelt on the ground, repeatedly slapping himself in the face.
Everyone knew that after 1 left, Lukas didn’t believe that I had died and was searching for me like
crazy.
At that time, I had already arrived in Vellaraland.
Actually, that night, I jumped into the sea, but I was saved by Zaid Alston, the class monitor of the
university.
“Kenley, I have liked you for a whole eleven years, and finally, when you left Lukas, how could you think of taking your own life?”
“If you insisted on jumping into the sea, then I would accompany you in a double suicide.”
In the dark night, I couldn’t see Zaid’s face, but I knew he held me tightly, begging me not to die, begging me to look at him.
Maybe it was because I didn’t want to involve innocent people, or maybe it was because I was moved by his passionate confession, I agreed to go to Vellaraland with him to develop.
As for that sea view video, it was re–edited by Zaid after buying it at a high price from the photographer.
In order to help me vent my anger, Zaid even made an appointment for customized services at the Death–feigning Agency, requesting that every detail be made as realistic as possible, even using the latest skin tissue for my body.
We didn’t expect Lukas to remember the location of the mole on my hand.
When Lukas asked someone to search for flight information, Zaid and I had already left on a private
plane.
After arriving in Vellaraland, I came to know that Zaid was running a bridal shop in the area, the shop happened to be hiring bridal designers.
My major in college was design, and my dream at that time was to become a wedding dress designer.
After marrying Lukas, I became a virtuous wife and a good mother.
Now that I could revive my dream, I certainly would not give up.
and
Under my and Zaid’s joint management, two years later, this bridal shop became the most popular
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one in Vellaraland, and I also became a renowned designer.
Emilia also rose to a supervisor position with her diligent and hardworking, attitude,
From her mouth, I learned about Lukas’s recent situation.
After I left, he found out what Renee had done to me and quickly filed for divorce with her. He then threw her into a club to entertain clients, leaving her to fend for herself
In the past two years, he did not give up on finding me. Instead, he became virtuous and did not even touch a woman’s hand, focusing on taking care of our child, Soren Ward.
I used to think that I would never have any intersection with Lukas in this lifetime, but fate still brought us together again.
