Chapter34
And finally fact nr.4. I’m not human. Well, this on is harder to what my brain around. If I understood right, than physically I’m the same, except that I have some mystical powers and can carry a were child. The powers are confusing, because except for the healing part and the animals–love–you part nothing is clear. Oh, and the healing part isn’t clear as well, cause nobody seems to know how it works. Well, doc Evans possibly could, but that sneaky moth…old man proved to be … sneaky. Even if he knew something, he’d share it when he thinks the time is right, and I guess It is not now, because I’m still in the dark about that. So, how do I feel about that? I don’t know. I don’t feel any different. Where does it leave me? Hell knows. So what should I do now? I don’t know. The thing that bothers me is that everybody knows my situation. Not about the were baby, but that I was stupid enough to go to a party and get raped. That I was weak. That in the end I didn’t stand up for myself and fight for me and my baby. I don’t want to face them and see pity in their eyes. It’s enough that I’m crippled as I am, walking with a cane and a gash in my thy, with a nasty ass scar on my face and pregnant without a baby father. Now I’m a weak raped girl.
And Lena sitting next to me didn’t help when I got to my last conclusion. If anything, I got even more anxious, because the moment my head would turn and my eyes would meet hers, I would know how much she pitied me. And concerning that she’s my only friend now (Hannah and Shirley were more like mothers to me, but Lena was closer to me age wise), that one horrified me
endlessly.
Lena probably sensed the change in me, my whole body became stiff as stone, my hand flew to -cover my stomach in a protective gesture. She slowly turned to me and put a gentle hand on my
shoulder.
“Ok?“, was all she said, and I was grateful for the lack of poetically reassuring speeches, it was enough to show me, that I didn’t need to tell her what has been on my mind all this time, and I was.
Iv ready to kiss her toes for that, because talking about everything was the last thing I wanted to do. I needed silent support, and she gave it to me.
I turned to her and casted a guarded glance, just to check for the pity, but it just wasn’t there. Her gaze was concerned, yeah, but that was it. No pity. Thank shit.
“Yeah, I guess…”
And so
we sat with her for another hour maybe, just watching the skies and the clouds, that stood. still in the heat of the day, both deep in thoughts. Soon enough I got tired of doing nothing. It wasn’t me. I wasn’t lazy and I hated decomposing, because doing nothing for me was just that. Yeah, life was shit right now, but I had to deal with it.
“So, what are we going to do today?“, I asked Lena.
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“I say we go and follow our original plan!“, she said winking at me.
“Ugh… what was that again?”
“Gillliiirl!” She cried out and rolled her eyes at me. “Think, woman! I thought a baby usually pushes on the bladder, not on the brain…“. What a polite friend I have, right?
“Lena, I don’t follow.” I tried my best to make poker face, but well, I was never good at hiding my emotions, so corners of my lips were twitching in a
“Gaaaawd…”
Smile.
“Oh c’mon, pregnancy brain, cut me some slack!“, I was already smiling wide, she was acting so
silly.
“Sometimes I don’t understand how you managed to get a degree with that awesome brain force of
yours…”
“Eeeeh, I don’t have a degree…”
“Figures…”
That was when I finally gave up and we started laughing hard. Thank god for a friend like Lena. Oh, sorry, Goddess…
So apparently the plan for today was to make a visit to my doctor and check up on my pregnancy and hopefully find out the sex of my baby. Also, since I had more info on the baby (like it being a werewolf, bha), I figured she could tell me more on what to expect. And that’s where we went.
Doctor Green was smiley and polite, just as the last time I saw her. She greeted me with a warm side hug and together with Lena we went to the exam room.
“So, Emily,“, she started cheerfully. “Are you ready to find out who you’re having?”
Me and Lena exchanged a glance, we didn’t really know if doc Evans had informed about our new developments, if you could call my situation that… I pleaded Lena with my eyes to take the lead on
that one.
