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When I was fifteen, the day I was returned to the Hawthorne family, I was bound to a system.
It was called the “Love Value System.”
If I could get my parents‘ and brother’s Love Value for me to reach 100%, I would truly become a part of the family and finally feel the warmth of
the home I had craved for so long.
But in ten years, their love for me never hit 100%.
When I got sick with cancer, they all decided I was faking it, convinced it was just another one of my schemes for attention. Their private doctor
had, after all, given me a clean bill of health.
In that moment, my brother’s Love Value for me plummeted to zero.
My parents‘ dropped below 10%.
I knew then that it was over. I was so, so tired.
gave up on my dream of having a family. All I wanted was to leave this world.
So, before the cancer could consume me completely, I took matters into my own hands.
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