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She treated her just as she always had. At dinner, the best piece of chicken always went to Mandy first, and I got the smaller one. Eventually, because Mandy loved chicken wings so much, I didn’t even get the small.
ones anymore.
One time, Mom secretly saved one for me. When Mandy found out, she cried for a day and a night, throwing a tantrum and accusing Mom of playing favorites. That evening, when Dad got home from work, he had to take her, and only her, out for McDonald’s to calm her down.
Mom pulled me aside later. “Your sister’s young, she doesn’t know any better,” she whispered. “Just let her have her way. I’ll take you out for McDonald’s tomorrow, just us. I won’t let you feel left out.”
Because of how I was raised, I grew up always giving in to her.
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But I’m only one year older than she is.
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“Mom, I’ve been a good daughter to you, too!” Mandy wailed now, her voice rising. “How can you blame me for what happened to Leo? You were the one who told us the river was shallow enough to play in! If you hadn ‘t said that, Leo wouldn’t have died, and I wouldn’t have almost died! You made me the scapegoat when I was little, and I let you. But I’m educated now. I know right from wrong. I have to tell the truth!”
She grew more and more agitated, her performance for the crowd becoming more theatrical.
“For all these years, I’ve had to walk on eggshells in this house! After what happened, Mom never loved me the same. Whenever her depression got bad, she’d either hit me or scream at me. One time, she even tried to push me down the stairs! I put up with it all. I told myself she still loved me. But there are two daughters
in this house.”
She shot me a venomous look. “And the way Mom treats Sharon is completely different. Sharon gets the lean meat, I get the fat. Sharon wears designer clothes, and I have to wear stuff from Shein! I don’t want to
complain about it, but I’m your daughter, too! Why are you so blased?”
And just like that, I understood why Mandy was dressed so… shabbily today.
