Chapter 8
I didn’t expect that he would ask this. I looked at him, not knowing what to say for a moment.”
It turned out that he still didn’t know that it was me that night, but it didn’t matter now.”
“It’s the past, I don’t care anymore.”
After listening to me, he trembled and grabbed my wrist, staring at me with a serious expression. “What do you mean by that? Have you separated?”
We had never been together, so how could we separate?W
I shook his hand off. “Uncle Jamie, this is my private matter. You don’t need to ask. I have caused you a lot of trouble in the country over the years, but I won’t do that anymore. I am living a good life now and I hope you and Miss Ramsey can be happy. I have something else to do, so I’ll leave first.“W
Iturned around and was about to leave, but he suddenly stopped me again, holding my arms tightly with both hands. “No, I don’t think you’re troubling me. Georgia, Lane and I are not what you think. I love you.”W
He continued, “Since you have broken up with that person, come back to Agowell with me. I will take good care of you. I don’t want to go against my heart anymore. You don’t know how much my heart hurts when I return home and don’t see you. I will die without you.”
Now it was my turn to freeze. He said he loved me. Was it true or because I left him unaccustomed to it?
He loved Lane, not me. I heard everything that day. They…M
“No, you don’t love me. You love Lane. You’ve done so much for her, but you turn around and say you love me. Are you kidding me?” I was defeated by him again and tears flowed unconsciously.
Jamie was so nervous when he saw me like this. He gently wiped my tears and continued to explain to me, “Georgia, Lane and I are just acting. I love you, but I am not only ten years older than you, but I have also raised you since you were a child. I feel very dirty. I was drugged that day and I dreamed of doing that kind of thing with you. I hate myself like this.“W
He continued, “But before I could adjust, I found that your eyes toward me became more and more naked. I know you have always liked me, so I am afraid that I will hurt your life in a moment of impulse, but I don’t know how to solve the relationship between us. So when Lane offered to help me act, I agreed. I want you to give up and let me give up too. You are still so young and have a good time. You haven’t seen this world yet. You can’t just give up because I am the only man in your life…“}]
Jamie lowered his head and his voice became smaller and smaller.
I was shocked by his words, which made me tremble all over. He and Lane were fake, just to make me give up.”
I choked up and said, “So you are afraid that I am just in a momentary mood and mistake companionship for love.“}]
He didn’t say anything, but he agreed.
I closed my eyes in pain. I had lived with him for so long, but he still didn’t understand me. He had many ways, but he only used the most hurtful way. Now I dared not recall those things, because my heart still hurt when I recalled them.
I still pushed him away.
“Don’t mention the past. Thank you, Uncle Jamie, for taking care of me for so many years. I will take the road ahead well. Let’s not let those mistakes continue.”
Jamie raised his eyes, his eyes were full of pain and struggle. He took a step forward and opened his mouth, but in the end, he did nothing.
Based on my understanding of Jamie, he was such a proud person. Since I said so, he should not come again.
