“The hardest part for me was when you came back. I was there in the cafeteria when you approached your friends with your food in your hands. I heard every word that they spoke to you. I watched as you walked away from them, a little curl to your shoulder that you never had before. I could tell you were still in pain with the grimace your face made with every step, yet you still came to school. I remember that you sat underneath that big tree eating by yourself, while I walked by you, hand in hand with Kennedy. I just left you there by yoursell. I noticed that you stopped playing sports, were no longer on student council. You stopped trying different hairstyles. In fact, you just braided it, not cutting it, letting it grow long as if you stopped caring. I saw this juvenile female go from being so full of life to not wanting to be alive… still I did nothing to help you. I continued on with my life while I watched yours slowly erode away. I
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couldn’t wait to get out of highschool so I didn’t have to look at you anymore and what I did to a soul. I’m supposed to be this leader, and I have destroyed something beautiful without a care in the world. I don’t deserve to lead. I would go to the library sometimes at lunch in the wintertime I knew you were in the back corner in the cubicle pretending to study. I could hear your soft cries, and I did nothing to help you “His voice is so heavy with emotion he’s having a hard time talking before he ends the call.
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