Chapter S
Across from me, Rayan cried like a child. He told me that for so many years, he could never let go of Alisa and had silently kept tabs on her until he heard that she was doing well with Ethan, at which point he began blocking their updates.
He was in so much pain, both hoping that she could be happy and being jealous that she could be happy.
And he, from beginning to end, was unwilling to accept the next person.
But he didn’t expect that the news he deliberately blocked out would cause him to miss the last chance to save Alisa.
He squatted down and cried, holding his head. “If I constantly searched for news about her, I would know that Ethan bullied her, betrayed her, and I would come back and take her away regardless of everything.”
“But… but 1, because of jealousy… I should die, I really should die!”
I didn’t expect Rayan to blame himself.
He was the most innocent person throughout the whole thing
Tears streamed down my face like a bursting dam, and it is only now that I realize how much wrongdoing I have done in my wretched life.
It actually felt that it was worth a pair of lovers sacrificing their lives and souls for me.
Does it match?
I asked the system in a dazed manner, “Can I give up my life in exchange for Alisa’s life?”
I thought it was just a ridiculous question, but I didn’t expect the system to respond to me.
In its cold and icy voice, mercy was revealed for the first time.
1 heard it say, “Okay.”
aw my
When I was communicating with the system, Rayan had already come out of the funeral parlor, holding a neatly arranged urn in his hands. He saw vacant gaze, even though he was clearly devastated, he still gently said, “Lara, I know you’re very sad, I am too.”
“But Alisa worked so hard to keep you alive, please… don’t disappoint her.”
I looked at him in confusion and asked, “Don’t you hate me?”
Rayan shook his head and said, “If I were Alisa, I would also choose to save you.”
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Because, in the orphanage, it was you who fought and got injured to protect the two of us, and at school, it was you who almost got expelled for protecting
- US.
After I was adopted, you were always by her side, comforting and taking care of her. You are her sister, and also my sister.
“Even if
I there was a glimmer of hope, even if it meant being separated from loved ones, as long as it could save you, we would be willing.
When Rayan said these words, he tightly held the urn in his arms, pressing his face against it, tears welling up in his eyes. “But darling, why didn’t you just tell me directly?”
“I would rather you had abandoned me for my sister than not loving me.”
I lowered my head, unable to bear watching him suffer anymore.
I didn’t tell him that soon he would be able to be with his beloved Ellanna for over a decade.
Rayan, Alisa, you loved me more than anything, and so did L
