Alpha’s regret 109

Alpha’s regret 109

Book2 Chapteri 

I can’t continue anymore, so I put the phone down. It’s just too hard on my soul

Maybe it was two in the morning before I cried myself to sleep only to have Cash wake me up with a getupgrunt

I change into some workout clothes and running shoes. I really have no idea what to expect from him

Meeting him at the breakfast table, it’s just us up in the early morning dawn. Both our eyes seem puffy and red. I wonder if we have been crying over the same wolves

We’re going to run to the training facility.That’s all he says as I follow him outside 

The high pines shiver in the freezing wind, and the world seems still asleep as I try to keep his pace. The sky blushes in the softest of pinks and blues as the sun cracks through the night. The moon slowly fades away. The air outside seems virgin young, pure and clean

The briskness pushes itself inside my nose, stinging with its burning cold. The skin side is not used to running this fast for this long and is slowly lagging behind Cash 

I think he slows his pace slightly until I catch up with him. He doesn’t say anything, we just run silently together, each in our own world of thought. A chipmunk scuttles around the base of a tree. If I were in Wild form, I could have had it between my jaws already

Soon I think Mother Nature’s winter cloak will be thrown away for spring’s green dress

The crunching sound of each step we take echoes in this soundless morning, even the wind seems to have a certain quietness about it

My thighs are burning by the time we enter this greysided building, nothing fancy to it. Four walls and a highpitched tin root

A group of very young juveniles are already inside waiting, milling about, talking amongst themselves

Hi, Cash.All the juveniles are smiling up at him, revealing how much they like this male wolf. He smiles back at them, the only smile 1 have ever seen on his face since meeting him. It makes him look beautiful for a minute until I remember how ugly he can be

Their curious eyes fall on me. I don’t hide behind Cash; I stand tall, meeting everyone head on and looking them in the eyes

These are baby wolves who don’t pose any threat to me

Everyone, this is Rya. She’s going to be training with you all for a while until she learns the basics.They have open mouths in shock. 

Is she her?” a male juvenile asks Cash

Yes, that’s her.Now all eyes are on me, rolling over my body, assessing everything 

The males, all with their shaved heads, regard ine, smelling deeply. They can’t seem to stop staring as the females do the same. Lifting their noses high up, not being discreet. Taking my scent in and breathing it out. A low murmur of excitement is rippling through this 

crowd

That’s herlook at her eyes, they freak me outshe’s really prettywhy is she training with us?” 

All right, everyone, let’s begin.Cash takes a step in the front, and everyone follows his instructions. I stand at the back watching everyone on what to do. He leads them in their morning stretch, getting their muscles ready

Cash goes through the motions, guiding these young ones in routine after routine, sparring with them gently. His sinewy Vshaped body moves in fluid grace, he’s surefooted with every move he demonstrates

I think he likes it. He has a lot of patience while working with these novice learners, giving them high fives when they do good, a gotta try harder next time if someone laps out. The sparring is rough and raw. No one holds anything back 

It’s my turn to go against the youngest shifted juvenile here. He’s skinny, without the fullness another few years will bring to his body. His voice even cracks as he says hello to me

What’s the rules everyone?Cash’s voice booms over the noise

Alpha’s regret

Alpha’s regret

Status: Ongoing

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