Chapter 6
-LANA-
“Have you been jealous of those other girls all this time?” He asks me. Is that why
Oh no.
I didn’t realize that I had just practically admitted to being jealous of these women.
had an attitude when I brought them over all these years?”
I can see the amusement in his gaze as he waits for me to answer. I hate the way that he is looking at me…
Of course, I would make a silly mistake like that in front of him. I truly hadn’t realized I was jealous all along until now. Back then, I thought I was just annoyed that he was such a player. It never crossed my mind that I was upset for a totally other reason.
“You are horrible.” I soap as I push him down onto the bed. My eyes widen when I trip on a cord on the floor and fall directly on top of him.
This was
was not what I expected to happen a few seconds ago.
I can feel myself begin to panic from this position
I can hardly breathe. My hands were on top of his bare chest while my lower body was lined up with his. I could feel the fast beating of his heart, threatening to jump out of his chest–just like my own heart.
It makes me wonder if he was pretending to be unbothered by me all this time.
Why else would his heart be racing like this? He must be affected by the invisible cord wrapping a
garound 145 unless he was a completely heartless person. What mate did not feel a single thing for their other half?
Apollo Moon, apparently. He was unlike other werewolves; he did not possess a heart or a brain.
“What are you doing?” He growl. I’m surprised that he is no longer playful but seems annoyed.
His tone hurts me. I wanted him to be softer with me. Why was he treating me this unfairly?
It wasn’t like I’d intentionally thrown myself on top of him. Though, he seemed to think that was the case.
First. I admitted that I was jealous of how many women had been in this room with him over the past, and now I had somehow managed to throw myself onto him
This was not good
I did not want Apollo thinking that I was trying to get him to like me. That was not
the
case. I only came here to get answers from him!
I soon realize that neither of us have moved which was insane to ine.
Why was I still on top of him? I should have moved already, However, I knew the answer to that question, I wanted to be close to him despite how much of an asshole be was being. The mate bond was pulling me closer to him, begging me to be as intimate as possible. I hated that I had no control over myself.
If this stupid mate bond never existed, I would not have to be in such a complicated situation. I would gladly go back to not having anything to do with my heartless step–brother.
“What are you going to do if your mother walks in and sees us like this?” He asks me. I can hear the seriousness in his voice. He truly is concerned that we could get caught by either one of our parents. “I am sure you do not wish for that to happen. You have never been the type of girl to break the rides. This counts as much more than just breaking the rules. This is completely out of character for you. Your mother would be disappointed.”
How long has he paid attention to what type of girl I was? To my knowledge, he barely ever paid attention to anything I dal. He was never around me, always keeping his distance. One would have thought he was allergic to me with how he behaved whenever I was around. In fact, there were times that my friends would think that he despised me because of how he behaved whenever I was around.
“Since when are you that scared of my mother?” I ask him “Aren’t you used to breaking the rules? Why are you that worried about me?”
Huy eyes narrow, “I am not scared of anyone. I am simply pointing it out for your benefit. I can have a heart sometimes”
I frown, “Ob really?” I ask, unable to stop myself from speaking my mind. Because right now, you look like you’re afraid. This is the most fear I have ever seen in your eyes, which is strange to me, considering how many women you have been with Im sure all of those women who have been in ships tour with you did a lot more than just lay down on top of you; I am positive tut your hands were all over them. Are you that scared of my linte funds on your chest? Does it bother you that mucht Are you worried that you might do something to me!”
What’s wrong with me tonight!
“Why can’t I just accept that Apollo wants nothing to do with me? Why can’t I accept that he simply wants to sleep around?
Chapter 6
Why was I even wasting my time?
Tean feel the tension rise in the air and I’m not prepared when he slides his hands up my legs. I wore an oversized t–shirt, meaning my legs were hare, and all I had on underneath was a thong. If he were to move his hands higher up, he would be able to tell exactly what I had on
My checks immediately grow hot.
Why was he doing this?
He made it clear to me that he didn’t have any interest in me whatsoever. So then, why was he touching me in such an intimate way!
Lhated to admit it, but his touch was doing weird things to my body. It made me crave something that I should never want from someone like him.
“Dol look like I’m scared?” He asks me as he continues to slide his hands up my legs, inching closer to thar sweet spot. I inwardly moan at the warmth of his touch. My mind wanders to a dark, erotic place
Get a grip. Lanat He is just doing this to mess with you! He does not actually want to touch you; this is a game for him
1 had to behave myself before giving away how much 1 enjoyed this. I did not want to give Apollo the satisfaction that he was getting under my skin. He was the kind of person who would constantly remind me of something like that.
gasp as his finger gets even closer.
No one had ever touched me there before, and I could feel my body shiver in response.
Eventually, it crossed my mind that I wanted him to touch me there, and that thought scared the hell out of me.
I could not let this continue. I should have more control than this
I quickly drag myself off his body and put as much distance between us as possible.
I can feel myself panting hard the second that I’m finally a reasonable distance away from him. This seemed to be safe enough.
I will be okay as long as his hands are not on my skin. I did not understand why my body would betray me like that. Why did I need to have such a strong reaction because of him?
“What is wrong with you?” I demand the second that I can find my voice again.
He quirks a brow and smirks at me. “I thought this was what you wanted?” he asks. Judging from your reaction earlier, it is clear that you seem to be jealous of those girls I’ve touched in this same bed. I was just about to show you what I did to all those women here. Once I show you, you won’t need to imagine what happens here; you can experience it yourself”
I wrinkle my nose in disgu
Why would be mention those other girls at a time like this I seemed to forget how much of a playboy my stepbrother was for those few seconds
I hate that he mentioned those women to me, knowing that it would hurt me.
Did he find joy in breaking me?
“You are disgusting!” 1 hiss.
I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about the many women he had inside of here. The many women that he’d slept with. I didn’t want to think about his hands inching closer and closer to them like he’d done to me just a few seconds ago.
I wanted to scream that I hated him at the top of my lungs, but I did not want to give him that kind of satisfaction. I did not want him to know how
much his words affected me.
“You seemed to enjoy these disgusting fingers just a few seconds ago. He reminds me. “Or did I somehow read your reaction wrong! Are you telling me that you hated what I just did to you?”
1 parrow my eyes, “you didn’t do anything to me. I felt absolutely nothing. Besides, you are not the first guy to do that to me. I’ve had many others
do even more-
I can hardly breathe when he flies off the bed and shoves me up against the wall.
gasp.
What on earth was he doing, and how did he get to my side so quickly!
