when I took it into my hands CH 8

when I took it into my hands CH 8

Chapter

Selene’s POV 

Julian Blake pulled the car up 

up to the Pack Estate

As I opened the door to step out, he leaned across the seat, speaking casually

Go inside and wait for me, Selene. I’ll take Claire home.” 

I paused for half a breath- 

then silently turned and walked toward the front door without a word

Behind me, the car started up again, purring into the distance until its sound faded completely

I didn’t look back

Inside the house, the silence felt vast and cold, wrapping around me like a shroud

I moved mechanically, my body numb, as I began clearing out the remnants of the life we had built together

I gathered jewelrybracelets, necklaces, hairpins, brooches

Most of them had been gifts from Julian

Each piece a token once heavy with promises now broken

I dropped them into a plain wooden box without hesitation

Then my gaze lifted to the pale violet dreamcatcher hanging above the bed

It had been Julian’s idea

The first year after we bonded, when nightmares plagued me every night, he had crafted it by hand, whispering

With this dreamcatcher, my little wolf will sleep peacefully again.” 

I had clung to it once, believing in its power, in him

Now, I stood on the bed, reached up, and tore it down

” 

The soft chime of beads hitting the floor echoed like a death knell in the empty room

I tossed it into the box with the rest

As I sorted through the closet, my hands brushed against a worn leatherbound album. Photographs spilled out- 

རྗ འོ 

laughter frozen in glossy snapshots: birthdays, festivals, stolen afternoons where I had been foolish enough to believe we were happy

I closed the album sharply and threw it into the box without opening another 

And finally, there it was 

nestled in a velvet case, the last relic of my delusion

The Mate Ring

Th 

page

The one he had slipped onto my finger under the silver glow of the moon, promising

I will protect you, cherish you, until the end of my days.” 

My fingers trembled slightly as I lifted it

The metal felt colder than ice

Islid the ring off, the bond it represented fraying like old cloth

My wolf whimpered deep inside me, a hollow, keening sound of mourning

We had severed ourselves from our Alpha

And it hurt

Chapter

It hurt worse than any physical wound

By the time I finished, the sky outside had darkened completely

The house looked unfamiliar- 

stripped bare of everything that once made it a home

Even the air smelled different

Duller

Hollow

As if my scent had already begun to vanish from these walls

Julian returned not long after

He walked inside, glanced around, and frowned

You threw out a lot of stuff?he asked, confused. The house feelsemptier.” 

I smiled faintly, arranging my expression carefully

Just clearing out things that didn’t belong anymore,I said

Including myself

He didn’t seem to notice the double meaning

Instead, he dropped to one knee and pressed his ear against my abdomen, a habit he’d formed early in the pregnancy

After a few moments, he frowned

I can’t hear the pup’s heartbeat tonight,he said, puzzled

I said nothing

What was there to say

The heartbeat he strained to hear had been silenced weeks ago

Lost

along with the last fragile threads of the Mate Bond

But he, wrapped in his illusions, never sensed it

When I didn’t answer, Julian merely shrugged it off and rose to hug me tightly

Selene,he murmured, there’s nothing between Claire and me

I gave her the house because it was practical, nothing more

As for the totem pendantI’ll prepare another gift for her and get it back

I promise.” 

His voice was warm, soothing

As if promises meant anything anymore

As if trust could be bartered back with pretty words

He kissed my temple gently

I haven’t tucked you and our pup into bed for a long time,he said. Let me do it tonight, okay?” 

didn’t resist when he pulled me toward the bedroom

Not because I believed him

But because there was no more fight left in me

The moment we stepped inside, his phone buzzed urgently. Chapter

Julian glanced at it, checked the screen, and frowned

I have to go,he said quickly, already typing out a response

Something urgent at the Syndicate Office. You get some rest. I’ll be back soon.” 

He kissed my forehead- 

and then he was gone

The door swung closed behind him with a quiet click

I stood there in the empty room, the silence pressing against my ears like a living thing

My hand drifted to my chest, where the bond between us used to hum warmly through my veins

There was nothing now

Just an empty ache

Just a broken chain

And for the first time since that terrible night

I realized

I wasn’t just alone

I was free

when I took it into my hands

when I took it into my hands

Status: Ongoing

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