March 30 , 2024 .
I sat on the field bank with my phone in hand .
Elisa ! Celeste suddenly appeared .
Its already dark .
Why did you come here alone ? I turned back and gave a miserable smile to the camera .
Celeste , I have made my choice .
Bury me here after I die .
Celeste was stunned .
What nonsense are you talking about ? You wont die ! She grabbed me by the arm , and her voice trembled as she saw the large patch of blood on my chest .
Did you vomit blood again ? Noticing her concern , I smiled and waved my hand .
Its okay .
Im used to it .
Celeste squatted in front of me and whispered , Go back and change your clothes first .
Ill take you to the hospital later to see the doctor , okay ? Go to the hospital ? Why should I go to the hospital ? The confusion on my face did not seem fake .
Celeste was shocked , looking at me in disbelief .
It took me a while to realize it slowly .
The side effects of chemotherapy were getting worse , and I often forgot things .
Its okay .
I just came out for some fresh air .
Dont worry about me .
Celeste sat down next to me and said softly , Why didnt you ask me to accompany you for a walk ? Are you feeling unwell now ? I shook my head with a smile .
Recently , I dont feel pain anymore even when I vomit blood .
Sometimes , I feel like Im no different from a normal person .
Maybe Im about to … Realizing what I was about to say , Celeste quickly interrupted me , Shut up ! Come on .
Ill take you to the hospital ! The scene ended here .
When I opened it again , there was only me in front of the camera .
I became bony .
Hello , I secretly made this video .
There are some things I wanna tell her , but I cant tell her right now .
She has cried for me too many times .
Celeste , I know you have always felt guilty , blaming yourself for not discovering my illness earlier and not taking me to seek medical treatment in time .
You blame yourself for helping me hide it from Bernard and causing me to lack money for the subsequent chemotherapy .
But I wanna say thank you .
Thank you for respecting my wishes .
In fact , in my heart , you are as important as Bernard .
Both of you are my beloved ones .
After I die , you must be happy so that I can rest in peace .
Be happy , my friend .
I sighed , sniffling hard to hold back the tears , but they were completely uncontrollable .
I wiped away my tears with my hand , but the more I wiped , the more tears there were , People are really strange , coming Into this world alone and then Chapter 11 Dreame Read Romance Stories installed 1/3 leaving alone .
Do you believe in reincarnation ? If it exists , can we choose our own life scripts ? Actually … Actually , I have been really struggling these years .
In the next life , can I not be so tired ? I thought for a moment and then laughed again , But if I hadnt been abandoned since childhood , I wouldnt have met my lover and friends at the orphanage .
It seems quite good .
But what will happen to Celeste after I die ? Thinking about this , I cried hard .
I tried to control my volume , afraid of waking up Celeste next door .
Alright , lets stop here .
Otherwise , my eyes will be swollen from crying tomorrow , and Celeste will worry again .
I waved goodbye to the camera .
I love you , Celeste .
Chapter 11
